Sigh words cannot express how annoyed, upset and affected I am right now. I need to talk to someone, anyone. Okay, I already have but I'm not feeling any better. I need double the reassurance, acceptance, someone who understands. But thank you for listening Abs and Rachel :) I mean, is it that hard to accept? I'm sure you already understand this so, what's wrong? Tell me, please.

I'm sorry for the person I've became.

Anyway URG I'm so annoyed I can't really think. Word's don't want to come out and I can't string my sentences together. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't affected the least but who wouldn't be? You are important to me but I feel that I really can do without you right about now.

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Today was alright, the weather did me some justice. I slept in till 12, yeah missing school of course. Did 3 physics papers (Y) had math tuition and Ry came over for I not Stupid 2, I have no heart, no tears were shed. Ry cried river mekong hahaha.

Yesterday we had Clique A lunch at "the best bak ku teh" in Sg? It was not bad hahaha. Left for B's place and we went to Macs to study after she bathed. Study session was not productive at all tsk, rented DVDs and came home. Prissy came over, fixed the tv and we watched Acceptance. Good show, freaking funny haha ("masturbating, mastur- mastur- masturbating") I'm 16! I can watch nc-16 shows teehee. I am suffering from low confidence yet again. I think I am going to fail O levels and become a toilet cleaner in Ry's house.

She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue
I'm not done
She's got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there
Man I swear

She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word
And I would still cherish every moment

Call it dumb, call it luck, call it love, or whatever you call it but
Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here

Take a look at my girlfriend

C'mon Eme, she's not worth your time. Not a sec of it, okay?
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